Roller coaster

It's settling down now.
I'm not sure what brought it on, or what made it disappear. It probably only had enough breath for one week.
To be truthful, I know what brought it on.
It's beginning to mean very, very much to me.
He is. (You are!).

Missing him too much equals loosing me a little.
I'm fine with revolving around him, but not with revolving around the lack of him.
And all those things stayed with me.

Despite my irrational feeling of not being confirmed enough
I managed to accumulate
for instance
a leg over mine
an arm over my sholder
a hand
goodbye kisses at the railway station
and the feeling that
everything will be alright.

This is a lousy text, I mean, its literary qualities.
But I'm calm now.
And maybe it was something I needed to process.
Who knows.
I don't think we're quitting at it this week either.